When Through Deep Waters

May 14, 2018
Dekker (the Seer trilogy) turns away from dystopian themes to tell an intricate psychological suspense story with fine shades of the fantastical. Alicen McCaffrey is satisfied with her life in Santa Monica, Calif. Although she believes her husband may not be faithful, she finds joy in her five-year-old daughter, Jane. But when Jane dies in a tragic accident in the backyard pool, Alicen feels she has lost everything, including her will to live. To give herself time to heal, Alicen leaves her husband behind to move back to her childhood home of Red Lodge, Mont., and enter a mental health outpatient treatment program at Clover Mountain Retreat Center. Although she receives therapy, she has trouble feeling she has the right to heal due to her failure to care for Jane. During her daily walks around the center’s grounds, Alicen begins to have visions that plague her—memories of her grandmother from their time spent together in the surrounding land and visions of little children “with faces expressionless and haunting.” Suffering from guilt and certain that the visions are signs she is inflicted by more than just grief, Alicen begins to engage her visions and finds she must truly understand forgiveness in order to heal. Tackling topics of grief and mental illness, Dekker has crafted a story that is hauntingly hopeful.

Starred review from June 1, 2018

Alicen McCaffrey's world is turned upside down following the drowning death of her six-year-old daughter. When her marriage fails, although it was not much of a relationship in the first place, her friend Louise convinces her to go to Red Lodge, MT, where they've spent summers together. There Alicen begins to have visions of small children and worries that she is beginning to have hallucinations similar to those experienced by her Grandma Jo, who claimed to have angels ministering to her. But Red Lodge harbors many secrets, one of which could be fatal to Alicen. Christy Award winner Dekker (The Seer Collection) has written a compelling, mystical story of a woman who has everything and loses it all, only to gain something much more. Like her father, novelist Ted Dekker, the author plumbs the depths of faith and the human psyche in her many layered novels. VERDICT Suggest to fans of women's fiction, Ted Dekker, and readers who enjoy stories that make them think.

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